dea here we go

chose now a domestic energy assessors carreer will see how that pans out............ murphy ill todAY SO HAVENT GONE TO WORK TO LOOK AFTER HIM............ thats a pain hit the caps lock button.......... bungalow john coming along in a minute look forwardto that hope installing the camera goes well
bye for now

buyer on the horizen

owen looks like he could be the one he is interested ok ... bill wants rid of the straightener and to be truthful so do i... im thinking the way to go is ally scaffolding a job i know no training must seek advice from the oracle mark " now then " .... i think i would like a ready made buisness so lets find out more

first day tiling

boy o boy that was hard today... felt so much behind all the rest... did learn a lot though but didn't find out whether it was the job for me ,,, thinking about work tomorrow making my heart race... and that is something i know how to do... struggling to be positive life is so hard especially if your searching out a new career.. what to do i don't know as of yet...maybe would like to have another go at the tiling but i know self employment to be hit and miss.. its all right to say 6-800 pounds a week but that wouldn't be every week then would there be travel on top. maybe try the chippie route that might be a good idea least cost some home work available maybe..we will have to wait and see... must stop thinking about it all and hand it over to God he will look after me like he always has it will be the only way to get through this tormentious time. work tomorrow can earn some good money if it goes ok
God bless everyone for now
tim the tube

a moment of clarity

the way to go as i feel i have my own buisness it would seem to be the only time i can make a change of career. what might it be so far investigatig tiling could i do it how and where to generate buisness, bit daunting i know..... or home inspector risky stratergy both in the cost aspect and the risk factor with government legislation.... tiling tomorrow , i must keep an open mind and question every thing said dont take it face value. lord grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change the courage to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference

hopes and dreams

looking at jobs stumbled across the home improvement pack... loved the idea and think it is a good one.... doing some investigation and oh lordy the cons, are against the idea... i sort of think that it maybe cause they would be seen to support the lenders (banks etc.) surveyors. both i think would be con supporters..still I'm going to investigate further and try and remain positive as i really think i have the skills and would really enjoy the job... lets wait and see

positive news

been going to AA for sometime now haven't had a drink since then.. good boy me thinks or maybe not. lost at work, don't really know what to do ...employed self employed, end business do tiling course or not how dynamic would i be only more questions than answers

help tax time

just started to go to aa ... seems a good idea .. im hopefull if not cofident yet that it is long term positive news ... work is very slow .. bit of a panic time but there it is ... bit lazy really .. more later