first day tiling

boy o boy that was hard today... felt so much behind all the rest... did learn a lot though but didn't find out whether it was the job for me ,,, thinking about work tomorrow making my heart race... and that is something i know how to do... struggling to be positive life is so hard especially if your searching out a new career.. what to do i don't know as of yet...maybe would like to have another go at the tiling but i know self employment to be hit and miss.. its all right to say 6-800 pounds a week but that wouldn't be every week then would there be travel on top. maybe try the chippie route that might be a good idea least cost some home work available maybe..we will have to wait and see... must stop thinking about it all and hand it over to God he will look after me like he always has it will be the only way to get through this tormentious time. work tomorrow can earn some good money if it goes ok
God bless everyone for now
tim the tube